i like your mom a lot but my family and most of my friends are dead so...
i dont know. it was a stupid thought, but i was thinking that maybe things are better this way. less people seem to die here. if we could make it to a different place where people werent fighting for their lives every week... idk.
its not like showing up at your place and asking to stay the night? its going hey can i come to your world where i have literally nothing and know nobody and force you to take care of me until i can fake some birth records or something to get a job. or something i dont even know
and i cant ask you to... i mean. you sort of need me? i make you stronger
its ok scott we all know youre a freakin mother teresa
i just
i dont know. part of me wants to stay with you because youre... you know, a good person. and i like that. but part of me... hell with the way things are going? itll be a miracle if any of us live to graduate high school
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unless its a cool place? i could get trapped at a cool place
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but theres not really anything for me back there.
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Trust me Isaac you have stuff to go back to
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i like your mom a lot but my family and most of my friends are dead so...
i dont know. it was a stupid thought, but i was thinking that maybe things are better this way. less people seem to die here. if we could make it to a different place where people werent fighting for their lives every week... idk.
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We don't even know what theyll be
Just that theyre coming
I have to go back
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i dont know if i want to talk about it. theres a lot of... its really just...
i dont know. i dont want to leave him
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Do you think hed want to come with us
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i could ask him
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But he might have to find somewhere else to stay
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Idk if he'll say yes but we can always try. hes really close to his mom too
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Like I dont want you to
But maybe itll be safer
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thats not exactly something i can just ask
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and i cant ask you to... i mean. you sort of need me? i make you stronger
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I want you to be happy isaac
Im not really in this to have someone making me stronger I just want to help people and take care of them
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i just
i dont know. part of me wants to stay with you because youre... you know, a good person. and i like that. but part of me... hell with the way things are going? itll be a miracle if any of us live to graduate high school
and he's. i like him
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Do you think youd be happier there?
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honestly? it would be safer
if i could convince you to go i would
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But we cant
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i dont know whats going to happen right now. nobody can make a decision if everyone is freaking out.
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Just know Im ok with whatever choice you make isaac